Benefits of Divination



The tarot (/ˈtæroʊ/; first known as trionfi and later as tarocchi, tarock, and others) is a pack of playing cards, used from the mid-15th century in various parts of Europe. In the 18th century, cards began to be used for divination in the form of tarotology and cartomancy. Tarot or oracle  cards are basically a divination tool used to gain insight. They are cards with pictures, symbols and sometimes words or numbers. Nowadays, there are many kinds of oracle/tarot cards, many of which have themes or are focused on a particular being such as angels, archangels, and fairies. Doreen Virtue Angel Tarot card deck is popular among Lightworkers like myself, they work purely with love and light. The Divine guidance that angel cards provide is always “uplifting, positive and loving. Angel messages always mention how to improve something: an outlook, one’s health, relationships, the environment, the world, and so on.


There are numerous methods of divination can be found around the world, and many cultures practice the same methods under different names. Many cultures realize that the environment are constantly sending us messages if we take the time to discover the messages. Many divinations tools were designed or created to tap into the messages from the universe.
Dice or knucklebones were made from hooves of animals (horses, oxen, ect) and then cast and even playing cards had a divinatory background .Prophetic dreams counts among the list of divination methods. Some people have been able to put themselves into a trance and remotely see, or foretell events coming in the near or far future. Other lower key divinations that you may see in daily life: farmer’s almanac, weather averages, forecasts, ect. These can be considered a type of weather reading. Certainly the farmer’s almanac each year can be considered a type of divination. It gives out moon phases, crop planting times, best fishing days, and sometimes lucky numbers or daily outlooks.
It’s important to note that no one can use tools of divination to foretell the future in the modern perspective people see in TV and movies. What a psychic reader or divination tool can do is show you the probable outcome of energy patterns you have currently put into place up to today. But with free will and choice, you have the ability to change these outcomes.

This is the benefit of divination. To determine how your current choices have created a pattern of energy on your path for today, tomorrow and beyond. By understanding how your energy is being manifest by you, you can alter those aspects you don’t want, and work toward those you do want. So don’t think the future is set in stone. It’s not, if you don’t want it to be.
Tarot or Oracle cards are basically a divination tool used to gain insight. They are cards with pictures, symbols and sometimes words or numbers. Nowadays, there are many kinds of oracle cards, many of which have themes or are focused on a particular being such as angels, archangels, and fairies. Doreen Virtue Angel Tarot card deck is popular among Lightworkers like myself, they work purely with love and light. The Divine guidance that angel cards provide is always “uplifting, positive and loving. Angel messages always mention how to improve something: an outlook, one’s health, relationships, the environment, the world, and so on.

My experience with the tarot is very intimate I began by using the traditional tarot on myself. I noticed the cards displayed my thinking and intentions with each spread and when I changed my thinking the reading would change. I instantly knew that somehow these cards were tapping into my consciousness. This inspired me to begin reading for family and friends, I got wonderful results as I would relay interpretation of the cards to them. The more I read I felt my hunches and thinking began to expand I became a better reader the more I read the cards. As I got better I moved on to the Angel Tarot I just love the energy and imagery of the cards. Now I am a professional reader its a wonderful gift to pass on divine messages to those who desire help of the Angels. If you are interested in knowing what guidance the Angels have for you feel free to book a reading  on the Kemancestry Facebook page . Follow Kemancestry on Twitter and Instagram.

by Penelope Stewart B.Msc.



Consciousness: Reality vs. Illusion





An illusion is a distortion of the senses, which can reveal how the human brain normally organizes and interprets sensory stimulation. Though illusions distort reality, they are generally shared by most people.

Illusions may occur with any of the human senses, but visual illusions (optical illusions) are the best-known and understood. The emphasis on visual illusions occurs because vision often dominates the other senses. For example, individuals watching a ventriloquistwill perceive the voice is coming from the dummy since they are able to see the dummy mouth the words.

Some illusions are based on general assumptions the brain makes during perception. These assumptions are made using organizational principles, an individual’s capacity for depth perception and motion perception, and perceptual constancy. Other illusions occur because of biological sensory structures within the human body or conditions outside the body within one’s physical environment.

The term illusion refers to a specific form of sensory distortion. Unlike a hallucination, which is a distortion in the absence of a stimulus, an illusion describes a misinterpretation of a true sensation.

Reality is the name for all of physical existence as an object, wherein the universe and all of things therein are real and all things which do not exist are considered outside of reality and non-existent. The term is used to refer to the state of things as they actually exist, as opposed to an idealistic or notional idea of them, although what is “real” may include cognitive forms (thoughts) as they are encoded within the human mind as a physical system. Reality includes everything that is and has been, whether or not it is observable or comprehensible. A still broader definition includes that which has existed, exists, or will exist.

Philosophers, mathematicians, and other ancient and modern thinkers, have made a distinction between thought corresponding to reality, coherent abstractions (thoughts of things that are imaginable but not real), and that which cannot even be rationally thought. By contrast, existence is often restricted solely to that which has physical existence or has a direct basis in it in the way that thoughts do in the brain.
Reality is often contrasted with what is imaginary, illusory, delusional, (only) in the mind, dreams, what is false, what is fictional, or what is abstract. We as humans have the ability to go within the mind and create. Reality or Consciousness is like a empty canvas where we can imprint our thoughts and imagination. Simultaneously, what is abstract plays a role both in everyday life and in fundamental research.
Human senses are fallible. What people think they perceive is actually filtered and processed by the brain to construct a useful view of the world. Normally, this filtering is helpful, allowing people to sort out important information from the barrage of data that comes in every minute from their environment. We are constantly picking up information through sound, facial expressions, imagery, thoughts, smells, etc.

But this filtering ability can become a weakness, as it often does when we’re watching a magician. This is when reality is being manipulated in what is known as an illusion, the material world is an illusion. When human peer through the illusion they become the magician the inner world of power and freedom. A skilled magician will tap into the universal consciousness that underlie perception. We as members of society, people create a form of collective reality. We are all linked connected we form a community of mind it holds its own unique energy or consciousness.

In reality, money consists of pieces of paper, yet those papers represent something much more valuable. The pieces of paper have the power of life and death, but it wouldn’t be worth anything if people didn’t believe in the power of money. This is a form of illusion made real by the human mind. In media we find films, television shows, books, and games, based on the concept of reality as a hologram or simulation. The most popular movies are The Matrix (Illusion), The Thirteenth Floor (Simulation), Inception (Dream), the Holodeck (Grids) in the TV series Star Trek, among others.


It’s very possible the universe could even be a sort of hologram. The amount of information that can be stored in a region of space is proportional to the region’s surface area, rather than its volume – a property known as the holographic principle. One possible implication is that reality is actually two-dimensional, and the three-dimensional world is merely an illusion. Time is an illusion, therefore so is everything else. The universe is a consciousness hologram. Reality is projected illusion within the hologram. It is a virtual experiment created in linear time perhaps to study emotions. Our hologram is composed of grids created by a source consciousness brought into awareness by electromagnetic energy at the physical level. The hologram is created and linked through a web, or grid matrixes based on the patterns of Sacred Geometry. The hologram had a beginning and it has an end, as consciousness evolves in the alchemy of time. As the grids collapse, everything within the hologram will end as it Fades to Black.


Types of Reality

This has led to multiple theories of reality by various philosophers and scientists:

Phenomenological reality is based on subjective experience. Whatever you observe is instantly real to you. This theory of reality means that unreality is non-existent. Therefore lucid dreams, hallucinations, spiritual experiences, and astral travel are all forms of one subjective reality.

Consensus reality is based on the opinions and observations made by a group of people. A few individuals may decide on an interpretation of an event, which spreads across entire societies and becomes a consensual truth. Religion is a good example of a socially constructed reality.

Non-reality simply means that there is no such thing as objective reality. Every possible observation or interpretation is tainted by subjectivity and therefore does not constitute truth. Nothing is real.
Our concept of reality will always be filtered through consciousness, so we may as well face the fact, however we can peer through the lends of these reality with our minds. We have the ability to shift our perspective through our thinking. We can simply program ourselves to remove some of the filters by the practice of meditation. It is not a fast job it took time to program the filters it will take time to remove them.

The theory that reality, as we consciously experience it, is not real, goes back to the indigenous people who believed that we exist in a dream or illusion. In our current timeline, we refer to the our virtual reality experience as a matrix, grids, simulation and hologram. There are those trying to prove the hologram exists and others who are trying to break us out of it. Theories about reality being a simulation are increasing.

Many shamans ancient priest/ess knew how to work with the universal mind or Christ consciousness for healing or other metaphysical feats. They were well aware of the power of the human mind, the ability to create its own reality with thought, imagery, and emotions. Before we can be come the great magicians of our lives we must first master our mind, this is the secret to the power of humans. We must know thyself, heal thyself. master thyself and become our best self.

By Penelope Stewart B.Msc.


Christ Consciousness “You ARE Christ!”


Christ Consciousness is the consciousness or awareness of the self as Christ, the attainment of the level of consciousness compared to the experience of higher consciousness like so call Jesus. Christ Consciousness is the highest state of intellectual development and emotional maturity. It is the state of awareness of our true nature, our higher self, and our natural birthright as divine beings of the Source. Christ Consciousness has been known by various names throughout history in traditional spiritual practice in, Ifa, Santeria, Voudoun  or religion such as  Buddhism, Hinduism, most of them speak of the divinity within humanity. This path is open  to anyone regardless of religious tradition. If and when humans choose to be open to become a living vessel of love and truth on the planet and actively strive to attain it. The level of consciousness we operate from is the same as the stage of psychological development we have reached. However, no matter what stage of psychological development we are at, when we are faced with what we consider to be a potentially negative change in our circumstances or a situation that we believe could threaten our internal stability or external equilibrium—anything that brings up fear—we may temporarily shift to one of the three lower levels of consciousness.
The first three states waking consciousness, deep sleep and the dreaming state of sleep — are known to every adult human being with a functional nervous system.
1. the state of waking consciousness;
2. deep sleep;
3. dreaming;
4. transcendental consciousness;
5. cosmic consciousness;
6. god consciousness;
7.unity consciousness.
The last four levels transcendental, cosmic, god and unity consciousness are usually not available right away. These states become accessible only as one engages in regular practice of meditation.
The fourth state of consciousness — the Pure Transcendental Consciousness — is just silence. That’s the state where the mind and the senses are completely silent, but consciousness is fully awake.” You can also call this fifth state a ‘Witness Consciousness’ — you can say that the pure consciousness now is understood to be my real self. My sublime self is actually that pure, eternal consciousness.
The fifth state transformation takes place where everything that had previously considered to be ‘me’ is seen through and discovered to be just some phenomenal thing going on. It’s not me! My little ego that motors around and feels so important — you discover that oh, that is not what I am!”
The sixth state God Consciousness the heart opens up. That’s a very powerful force. The heart can overtake anything.
You begin to approach that same silence that you found within yourself at the subtlest level of what you see outside. Any contact, any experience in the material world even the scolding of a black crow becomes delightful.”
Unity consciousness where there once was the inner and the outer, the real and the unreal, the Self and the non-Self, the absolute and the relative, the eternal and the temporal there is now only One.
In Unity Consciousness, myself is the Self of all. There is only one Self. Atman is Brahman. One discovers that this Atman which was once inner, is actually all encompassing. Everything which is in myself is myself. There is no other.”
Presently, human consciousness is being manipulated by politics, religion, wars, violence, and other distractions. This keeps us from reaching our full psychological potential. Imagine what the human mind could do if we lived in a world filled with love and happiness. Full psychological potential is possible if we take the responsibility to monitor what we expose our minds to.





Our ancient ancestors have spoken of this shift in consciousness for millenniums, they have seen the time when this consciousness will dominate this planet. The ancients began to trace the evolution of consciousness by observing the star systems and the movement of the sun the Bible is a good example of the ancient observing the constellations to track the progression of consciousness. I know this sounds absurd, sometimes the truth is stranger than fiction. The following words and terms used in Modern Churches today all have pagan origins, and are found to be directly linked to ancient Sun-worship. Jesus comes from the Greek name “Iesous/IHSOUS” and Latin “Iesus.” “Iesous” is adapted from the name of the Greek goddess of healing “Iesos/Iaso,” the daughter of Apollo, the Sun-deity. This goddess was linked to the Egyptian “Isis” who had a son named “Isu.” Further research reveals that the name “Jesus” is also linked to the Greek Sun-god “Zeus” who was the Greek interpretation of the Egyptian Sun-god “Amen-Rah.”The word Holy Bible derives from the Greek Words Helios Biblos. Helios means Sun and Biblos is derived from the ancient Egyptian word, papyrus, which means paper. “Holy Bible” means Sun Book (or compiled papers) and represents the knowledge of the “Children of the Sun” as recorded by the original inhabitants of Egypt.
In fact, there were over 10 “crucified saviors” before Jesus, because these are mythological and esoteric stories based on the SUN and it’s movements. Virgo is the only female constellation, the celestial virgin represented by Auset, Isis, Yemaya, and Mary.
The gospel is laid out in pictures throughout the constellations of: a serpent, a cross, a dragon, a virgin, a seed, the serpent’s destroyer, conflict with the dragon, a lamb, a prince and kings, water, fish, sheep and a shepherd, warriors, and a lion.
Stars were important to God that he named them. In fact, the 24 brightest stars seen from Earth, are referenced in verses from Genesis to Revelations.
Stars and groups of stars, constellations, were created to fill the galaxy– in a particular order for a very specific purpose. God created the stars (Gen. 1:16) and positioned them in their exact places in the universe (Ps. 8:3). Stars were, “for signs and for seasons, and for days and for years, in the expanse of the heavens to give light upon the earth.” (Gen. 1:14, 15).
Stars were so important that God named them.
“He determines the number of the stars and calls them each by name.” (Ps. 147:4).
“Lift up your eyes and look to the heavens: Who created all these? He who brings out the starry host one by one and calls forth each of them by name. Because of his great power and mighty strength, not one of them is missing.” (Is.20:26).
Consider the stars’ names and their meaning, which “all declare the Glory of God” (Ps. 19):
These constellations are undeniably evident to everyone
God created the stars (Gen. 1:16) and positioned them in their exact places in the universe (Ps. 8:3). Stars were, “for signs and for seasons, and for days and for years, in the expanse of the heavens to give light upon the earth.” (Gen. 1:14, 15).
The primary development of the Zodiac goes back to ancient Egypt, Babylon and Greece. The names we are familiar with today came from the Greeks, but other cultures in the ancient world had their own names and myths associated with the Zodiac. The sun is a representation of Divine Intellect evolving human consciousness as it moves through constellations. Ancient were correct in seeing the sun and its light as indispensable to life or intellect, but to the point where they worried that as daylight hours got shorter, the sun was endangered of dying a permanent death. This is the story of Set and Ra the battle of darkness and light in Egyptian myth. When sunlight hours began to increase again, they were relieved. Thus darkness was personified as evil, because to them, it was the sun’s enemy. This tension between good and evil ebbed and escalated every year.
The chart has four quadrants that represent the four seasons of the year. Drawn as a cross. Starting at the bottom of the chart, in their mindset, the sun was dead for three days from December 22 to 24. It came back to life, or it was resurrected on December 25 when daylight hours start to increase. Evil was in power during the dark winter months, but it was also a time, as daylight hours were increasing, when the sun was winning its way back to glory.
At the spring equinox, when daylight and nighttime hours are equal, the sun has nullified the dark forces. As the days get progressively longer, the sun is on its righteous path back to full strength. It is the only season of the year when there is no dissension and there is peace on earth.
In the Old Testament there are several books like Psalms and Proverbs, called the wisdom literature. Wisdom, in bible speak, comes from knowledge of astrology. God’s plan is written in the stars. He reveals his plan by the way he moves the stars and planets. Angels bring their messages by the angles of the stars.
The task before us is to decipher how the Bible’s language relates to the constellations and consciousness. If you are interested in knowing about this subject purchase my book Christ Consciousness “You ARE Christ get it at Amazon or Lulu.

Penelope Stewart B.Msc.

Global Cry Spiritual Renewal & Evolution


The concept of spiritual evolution has been taught in Buddhism. William Sturgis Bigelow – a physician and Buddhist – attempted to merge biology with spirituality. He accepted the existence of both material and spiritual realms Bigelow used the concept of natural selection as a mechanism for evolution. According to the author, spiritual evolution involves an individual emerging from “unconditioned consciousness” and moving “up the scale of evolution guided by natural selection”. Then the individual moves to a level of celestial experience, and finally is able to “return to the unconditioned consciousness from which all things emerge”.

There are three transformation processes within the evolution of the Consciousness ordinary Consciousness, awakening or the level of complete freedom. The lowest level of the evolution process of the Consciousness is ordinary is the lowest level of the evolution process of the Consciousness. Ordinary Consciousness is rooted in, and feeds on, past times, this level of consciousness is programmed at a very early age. Programs are in the form of religion, government, and education these institutions usually inform us what is acceptable and what is not acceptable. This form of consciousness is link to the ego that sees the future as the past with minimum changes.

The next phase of consciousness is an awareness described as the awakening, we see things in the world that we fail to be conscious of, we have a new-found perspective. A profound desire for freedom and truth arises in us. We then begin to search for the paths leading to the desired freedom. We become more conscious and alert, to find the truth for ourselves about who we are and what our mission in the world is.We no longer want to obey the old rules, old leaders, traditions and authorities. We begin to reject ready-made, second-hand theories and explanations. Instead, we acquire knowledge and experience from the world for ourselves. There is more pleasure in discovering new things, as we embark on new journeys without fear. The recognition and understanding of the meaning of Life, will liberate our Consciousness from the state of identification with the world of shapes and forms. Each person must find himself or herself what he or she is looking for.

Finally, the phase of freedom is highest peak in the evolution of the Consciousness. The  characteristic feature of this level of awareness, the acceptance of the present moment, an openness to the existence, and a celebration of life. New dimension of existence opens up for us unity behind the controversies is revealed in front of our eyes, and we no longer insist on looking on the positive side of life, as we are able to discover beauty on the unpleasant side, too. Freedom is the true escape from the world that seeks to form our thoughts. Now is the time for us to take control over our mind the world needs thinking humans instead of humans who are conditioned.

spiriutal evolution

Mother earth urges all of us to evolve plants, animals, and humans nothing stays the same on this journey called life. We all have stages in our growth process, physically, emotionally, and mentally, change is inevitable. We must embrace change for our survival, the future could not be without some form of change. Presently, humanity suffers from wars, racism, famine, illness and despair. Our inner being is crying out for change on a global level, but change starts with each individual person. Each person must take the initiative to begin their own personal transformation. Transformation sparks spiritual renewal a process that is very needed by humanity.

Spiritual renewal is a process of cleansing, reprogramming, and exercising the focus is connecting the mind, body and spirit. The spiritual dimension is very personal; it involves connecting with your sense of meaning and purpose. It could be God, peace or nature. Global Cry “The Spiritual Renewal & Evolution of Humanity” a book that was written to give individuals easy methods that help with the awakening process for spiritual renewal and evolution transformations. It covers society mental programs and step by step directions on helping others renew their mind, body and spirit. But the person must be willing to implement the methods to receive the result they desire.


by Penelope Stewart B.Msc.



Cannabis The Holy Herb



Cannabis has been used in religious ceremonies for centuries, it has a long-standing tradition in numerous world faiths. Taoist shamans used cannabis in combination with ginseng to reveal truths about the future, believing the plant had the ability to see into the future. Cannabis consumption was reserved for religious clergy and not shared with common people, that explains the strange exclusion from ancient texts. Cannabis holds a sacred spot in the Hindu faith. Shiva the locally favored Hindu deity was given offerings of cannabis drinks during religious festivals; community members took part as well, sharing cannabis bowls among one another. Herodotus, a Greek historian from the fifth century B.C.E. known as the “Father of History,” wrote that the Scythians held religious ceremonies in tent-like structures where they burned cannabis in censers on wooden tripods. Judaic and Christian traditions used the plant as well, the Hebrew word for cannabis, kaneh bosm, as calamus, a plant traditionally used to make fragrances. In Exodus, God commanded Moses to make a holy oil consisting of myrrh, sweet cinnamon, kaneh bosm, and cassia. Evidence reveals that marijuana was in use as a natural product in ancient Egypt. Egyptologists confirm that the uses for this versatile plant ranged from religious use to practical uses in everyday life such as fabric, paper,  industrial products, ands used as a natural treatment for different ailments. Egyptian deities Bast and Seshat were associated with cannabis, Seshat who was the goddess of wisdom, knowledge and writing, among other things, is depicted in ancient Egyptian carvings with a cannabis leaf above her head. Several researchers have suggested that the use of cannabis by the indigenous people of  North America pre-dates the arrival of Europeans in 1492. Resin scrapings reveal that the pipes contained “traces of cannabis and tobacco that is five times stronger than the tobacco smoked today.”

Cannabis spiritual benefits has the ability to open chakras the high attracts a flow of incoming subatomic particles, known as chi into the body. The chakras open to better accommodate the flow of energy  from the chakras are 4 or 5 inches across, chakras double in size affected by the high vibration of this herb. Smoking Cannabis improves  psychic connection it increases psychic power and connectivity, it gives us a better relationship with our soul, with nature and that which is called “God” a.k.a. Universal Consciousness. Cannabis has health benefits as well it treats various forms of cancer, seizure, PTSD, glaucoma, stimulate appetite, multiple sclerosis, ADHD, and many more ailments. How can a herb with so many benefits be illegal? My only assumption is that the powers that be want to keep humanity sick and disconnected from nature. We all know how dangerous alcohol, cigarettes, and prescriptions drugs are, yet they are legal and the fact is that these substances are no good for humanity.

Many people are taking upon themselves to explore the spiritual benefits of cannabis. There are organization around the globe that are reinstating the ritual use of cannabis First Church of Cannabis, International Church of Cannabis, Rastafarians, and 420 Church. has useful information on how to implement cannabis for legal religious right. Recently, I have released a book “Cannabis Shamanism The Holy Sacrament” that give instructions on how to implement cannabis use in meditation and spiritual practices. Subscribe to Kemancestry YouTube channel to learn more about this topic.

Penelope Stewart B.Msc.

Mounds Ancestral Sacred Sites



Huge mounds can be found through America and Canada. These mounds are placed near or on ley lines sometimes called energy grids. Our ancestors would use the mounds for healing ceremonies, spiritual gatherings, and other festivities. We can also use this energy to heal, to elevate, or connect with those ancient ancestors.

History call these people by various obscure culture names most popular is Pre-Colombian culture. These dark skin people have been present in the America’s for over 100,000 years. This history has been heavily suppressed African Americans are not from so called Africa we are the indigenous people of the American land.


Men were bought in from so call Africa after European settlers killed off our warriors and elders leaving a large number of children and women. Then colonial powers began to breed slaves by forcing these men to mate with our ancestors calling us by new names such as colored, Negro, or African American.

The native Americans you see today are from the so called civilized tribes who chose to assimilate with European powers and agreed to the poor treatment of their dark ancestors. A few of the native Americans refuse to do such a thing this caused major uprisings American history keeps hidden as well.

Recently, there was an article published online stating that Native Americans and slaves were buried in the same cemetery. Descendants of both groups recently came together at the site near Little Rock, Arkansas to observe unmarked African American graves among prehistoric Indian mounds, and discuss what they might do together to learn more and preserve the unmarked graves. Members of the Quapaw Tribe met with members of Preservation of African American Cemeteries (PAAC), along with Dr. John House of the Arkansas Archeological Survey and state Sen. Linda Chesterfield of Little Rock. The meeting sparked feelings of histories colliding—again, it seems—to provide a kind of closure.

It’s obvious that many officials in Arkansas know that the so called African Americans are descendants of the Pre-Columbian civilization that were in the Americas 100,000 years before Native Americans. Many Native Americans admit that they were forced to assimilate to European lifestyles to ensure their survival. Yes, the Native Americans practice racism towards their darker brothers and sisters who were the original inhabitants of the land. The Empress of Washitaw has made a life work of exposing this knowledge to the masses of African Americans that believe they are from Africa, we have been using the term Africa loosely to identify ourselves the correct term would be indigenous. Words like African, Jamaican, Native American, or Afro-Mexican are terms given to us by European powers. These terms were created to make us forget where we came from making it difficult for us to see that we were owners of the land.




If you are living near mounds or any sacred sites indigeous ancestors used for healing, spiritual gatherings, or festivities. You should consider going to these sites to meditate, the sites are filled with energy that will help upgrade our dna a gift from our ancestors. Our ancestors left these markers for us for a reason we too are meant to use them to elevate ourselves mind, body, and spirit. October 1, 2017 we will be meeting at the Toltec Mounds located in Scott, Arkansas at 3pm for Sacred Meditation, the park is open from 1pm-5pm on Sunday. If you are not able to make it to the site there is another sacred site at Willow Beach park located in Scott, Arkansas. This site is also near energy grids the park is beautiful you can feel the spiritual essence of our indigenous ancestors. I had been going there for about 18 years I was drawn to the area little did I know it was the ancestors drawing me to the location. I just know I felt better once I would visit the area, later I found out my great grandmother was from the Blackfoot tribe her original home was in Scott, Arkansas.


Many of us as African Americans have heard the low whispers in our family that we were descendants of the original Native Americans. But we dare not share this knowledge with anyone, it was difficult for us to truly believe it the Native Americans we see today look European. After archaeologist, anthropologist, and historians have done tons of research and studies it is undeniable we are truly the indigenous people of the earth. We are usually the first people on any continent in the world, the longer they dig the darker the people get. Follow us on Facebook to learn more about this subject

Penelope Stewart B.Msc.

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Narcissistic Ancestors Healing Toxic Genetic Patterns



A narcissistic parent is a parent affected by narcissism or narcissistic personality disorder. Typically narcissistic parents are exclusively and possessively close to their children and may be especially envious of, and threatened by, their child’s growing independence. The result may be what has been termed a pattern of narcissistic attachment, with the child considered to exist solely to fulfill the parent’s wishes and needs. Commonly parents attempt to force their children to treat themselves as though they are their parents’ puppets, or else be subject to punishments such as emotional abuse. Relative to developmental psychology narcissistic parenting will adversely affect children in the areas of reasoning, emotional, ethical, and societal behaviors and attitudes as they mature. Within the realm of narcissistic parenting, personal boundaries are often disregarded with the goal of molding and manipulating the child to satisfy the parents’ expectations.

Narcissistic people with low self esteem feel the need to control how others regard them, fearing they will be blamed or rejected and personal inadequacies exposed. They are self-absorbed, some to the point of grandiosity; and being preoccupied with protecting their self image, they tend to be inflexible, and lack the empathy necessary for child raising.

When I first began to form a spiritual relationship with my ancestors I began to notice the dysfunction in my own family. Like many spiritualist I began to do healing work on immediate family members such as my daughter, mother, and sisters. I had no idea what type of healing we needed to bring balance in harmony into the family, but I continued to honor the ancestors along with weekly prayers. I went on like this for a little over a year. It was difficult for me to diagnose the issues with my family I just know that it was plagued with addiction, violence, lies and betrayal. There was always tension in the family, as I child of a narcissistic mother on many occasions I tried to point out her dysfunction. It was always met with violence and rage she made it impossible to talk to her about how much stress she was putting on me and my siblings.

On the outside things look normal yet inside the family dynamics there was much tension, we were always walking on eggshells. If mom was not intoxicated going into her fight mode on us she was sober with extreme mood swings that was often met verbal abuse or her bullying rages. I was the oldest child that took on the scapegoat role my younger sisters were more of golden children, however the golden child role would be switch to me when my sisters wasn’t around. Mom had to get her narcissistic supply one way or another she needed admiration and praise from her children to give her a sense of self worth and feed her false ego. It took me more than 40 years to figure out that I was in a narcissistic family.

My story is not so unique many of our ancestors brought narcissistic behavior into their families this caused their entire generational lines to be defective. Our ancestors were enslaved, raped, used, misguided, suicidal, or depressed slavery left a devastating impact on our ancestors. Their living conditions sometimes prompted negative behaviors such as lying, killing, stealing, cheating, or betrayal. Some of our family are consumed with negative genetic patterns. Many people refuse to honor their ancestors because of this fact, unaware by ignoring the issues it only creates problems for future generations. It is the living that have the responsibility of correcting those negative genetic patterns through prayers, offerings, and ritual which in turn helps elevate those ancestors who transitioned during their horrible mental conditions.


The brain is a computer that responds to stimuli and programmed with patterns based on DNA codes. What we experience as past lives are actually a review of the experiences of others in our bloodline or ethnic group. Research indicates our life experiences may be passed onto our children and their children. Survivors of traumatic events reveal exposure to stress can have lasting effects on generations. Many spiritual practitioners insinuate that present issues and difficulties may be influenced by trauma suffered in previous generations of the family, those that are affected could be unaware of the of the original past event that has caused the trauma.

When I began to learn more about the history of our indigenous African ancestors it felt like I was traveling back into time. I could feel the sadness, despair and frustrations experienced by ancestors, yet I didn’t know exactly what to do to take the pain away or heal them. Until I took a  closer look at my mother and our entire family this is when I began to piece things together, this would not be possible without the help of my sister, who has recently began to experience some of the defects in her relationship. It was the vital information I needed so I could help heal the genetic patterns within our family.

The road to healing begins with us we must choose to go within ourselves to do the inner work to be released from negative genetic patterns. When we began to heal ourselves we are healing our ancestors we have the same genetic markers which keeps us spiritually and physically linked to one another. We must began to love ourselves unconditionally and forgive those ancestors that were consumed with toxic energy that may have affected the generational bloodline. When we see our children murder, rape, steal, lie or cheat it is almost certain it is a result of negative genetic pattern many call generational curses.

Many of us are children that lived in extreme poverty, so we know exactly how economics can breed negative violent behaviors. I know I can recall numerous peers that grew up in a household just like mine. Most of us have no idea that our families are mentally and spiritually ill I know for sure I didn’t. Many of our religious family members are affected by it the most, echoes of narcissism can be seen in government, religion, or work environments. For me it was like waking up from a 40 year nightmare when I actually discovered the problem. At first I was embarrassed, shame, guilty, and sad, but as I continue to do the inner work it has given me purpose, inspiration and determination. Now I feel inspired to bring awareness to our community, its imperative that future generations are healed.

It is going to take much work to bring this awareness to the masses, the first step is to produce free information such as books, pamphlets or brochures to help educate people in our community. You can read more about my life in a narcissistic family in my free eBook “Life Time Spiritual Journey”, How I Came To Know the Ancestors” or watch the video   you are welcome to share it with as many people as possible. We need volunteers to help get the word out this will help us create change in our community. If you are interested in giving a donation you may give at  all funds are used for the cost to create pamphlets, brochure, and awareness campaigns that helps educate our local communities. You have the option of purchasing a detail eBook about life with my narcissistic family “Remove Generational Curses,” (Healing From Narcissistic Family) for $4.99 the book includes prayers that help elevate those ancestors who transitioned during their mental illness. To become a volunteer email me at

By Penelope Stewart B.Msc.


Matriarch to Patriarch: The Black Woman God



The first civilization was ushered in by indigenous women, these women were experts in agriculture. These facts have been ignored by patriarchs, scholars, and some Afrocentric males. Matriarchy existed worldwide for thousands of years they migrated and developed civilizations in Asia, India, Africa, North and South America. The transition from matriarchy to patriarchy took centuries, the upheaval began in the Iron Age by Indo-Europeans in the so called Middle East. Male deities were first introduced by Egyptian patriarchs but made popular by Indo-Europeans. Many matriarchs fled the Egyptian dynasty to continue your Goddess veneration as the gender wars began. Historical and archaeological documentation indicate many ancient societies were matriarchal now that we live in a patriarchal society such findings are called pseudo.

We must not fail to mention that “Hidden Colors” documentary seem to be nice accounts of Moorish patriarch history. The documentary fail to inform the audience that many of these moors were children of enslaved indigenous aboriginal African women. Many of these women were impregnated by force their children were raised in patriarch culture. Many of the children did not identify with the culture of their mother. The question we must ask ourselves is why is this information ignored. Why was it so important for European colonizer to use African indigenous women to set up their royal patriarch culture? If you are interested in learning more about this ancient history of civilization. You can purchase my detail ebook on these historical findings at Smashwords and Amazon book title “Matriarch to Patriarch”: The Black Woman God ( (



Prayers & Spells

Prayers and spells can come in many forms a charm, invocation, spoken or unspoken which result in some sort of supernatural effect many call magic. The word magic sounds more like some sort of fantasy or illusion. The term metaphysics is the more appropriate term to explain the scientific process that causes the desire to manifest. Our ancient ancestors understood the energy of thoughts and feeling and words that allowed them to tap into Universal power.




First let us examine the meaning of the word spell it is a mysterious word in meaning which is defined by placing letters in a particular order to create a word. This means we are creating a spell when we speak or write basically words, thoughts spoken or unspoken are spells. When we allow our being to attach to words and call on our spiritual helpers and or higher Power we give life to these words.

It is not a coincidence that the words of the bible are described as life and the tongue is said to give life or death. It is sounds and frequencies that created the Universe, we use these same sounds and frequencies when we pray or spell. Many people even Christians don’t like the term spell, however they participate in spells everyday through words, prayer and thoughts.





There are many ways to conduct a prayer or spell its not complicated. Many religions do this everyday with a prayer cloth, pins, papers, crosses and amulets they imbue the items with the powers of their words and calling upon their deity, spirit guides, or ancestors for help. This is the exact same formulation for a spell, it is not that much different. The spell and prayer can come in the form of a ritual or ceremony. The act of communion, baptism, rain dance, a wedding is a form of a spell.

Many Hoodoo rootworkers, Mambos, Hougans, spiritual workers knew that scriptures in the bible could be used in spell work. The bible contain many scriptures that can aid in prayer and spell work especially Psalms which is an entire book of poems that can be used as spells. The act of a candle vigil added with words is a form of spell work but religions will not admit it.

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Penelope Stewart B.Msc.

Blessing Loom the con scam in the black conscious community









loom-screenshot_2016-12-11-23-33-40 I was in a Facebook group called Black&Elevated when I saw a post on the blessing loom. Isis Ra El was the name of the person in the group that was marketing this loom. I thought it was cool everyone in one space helping each other by pooling their money together to help themselves and others. Your name starts at the bottom of the loom until it reaches the center. They called it easy peasy very nice term for something that is absolutely dishonest. When the loom first start the goal is get all the names filled on the bottom these are the one’s that has given $100 to get on the loom and have opportunity of moving up on the loom.

Well as the loom continue you will slowly see others move up on the loom as new comers give $100 to get on the loom. Instead of letting people stay on the loom giving them the opportunity to move to the center the loom is split. In my situation I witness the person Kim Morris running the loom put themselves on the loom twice and place herself in the center. This is when I knew something was definitely wrong, I began to ask questions and I was blocked out the group. Kim Morris called me I told her about my concerns about others getting paid. I informed her Isis had inbox me and told me she hadn’t been paid she immediately began to try to discredit Isis. She said Isis was spreading negativity in the group that is why she split the loom. Again, this was puzzling to me I thought to myself. You are going to let everyone else suffer because of one person? Why not take Isis off the loom and allow her to run her own loom? I decided to go review their profile both women Isis and Kim live in the same state and city. I didn’t trust it because it appeared they were playing the blame game to keep members in the loom confused. This confirmed my feeling when Isis tried to convince me to take down my post on Facebook warning people about the loom.

There is absolutely no reason to split the loom unless you are trying to run a scam. It would be better to remove people from the center of the loom after that have benefited from it, then allow others to move up  the loom as each member take their time going to the center this makes more sense. However when the loom is split this leaves member alone to raise the money themselves to get blessed through the loom. What has actually happened is they have taken your money and left you out in the wind basically.

It is absolutely a shame that our people in the conscious black community use something that has a potential to be beneficial but instead it is use to scam others. What is really sad is we could use this loom thing to nation build everyday of the year, but instead it is used to take advantage of our people once a year around Christmas. This is almost worse than Christian ministers selling our people hope while they suffer. It was really disgusting to see spiritualist like Antranette Doe in the scam claiming this is something our ancestors did, our ancestors practice group economics everyday for the greater good of all not to swindle people out to their money one time out of the year. The best way to honor the ancestors is to participate in helping each other everyday instead using one day out the year to rob your ancestors. When you swindle your own people you are actually stealing from the ancestors we are our ancestors. I surely pray this article prevent any of our people being victimize by these greedy trolls.

I am still considering the matter of contacting the attorney general in the state where these people reside. These people need to learn they can’t do people this way.


Penelope Stewart B.Msc